shelley_winters: (Outside/Bare feet)
The garden is especially pretty in the morning, she thinks. Maybe it's the angle of the sun filtering through the rose bushes, or the pale blue of the sky. Something.

Hair still damp for her morning shower, she sits crosslegged on the grass, leaning back on her elbows and staring upwards at the wispy clouds.
shelley_winters: (Huddled up)
And now it's Monday evening, a few minutes to nine. He didn't say where the portal would appear, so she is sitting curled up on her bed, in the middle, hands and feet away from the edge. She had no desire to be sliced open by the sides of it, when it appears.

After the excitement of the wedding yesterday and the leadup, she had spent the day with an impending sense of misery and dread. To go back, not knowing how long he would keep her before deigning to let her visit the place she considers her home for a few days then taking her back again...

Shelley clenches her fist, and carefully wipes under her eyes to preempt tears, yet again.
shelley_winters: (Magical/serious)
Shelley tugs at her jacket once more. Wearing it over the blouse was the best she could think of for making it look like she was wearing her own clothes. It worked, more or less, she had thought, eyeing the effect. It doesn't look too outlandish, and certainly not for Milliways.

It's almost evening outside, and arriving back there Friday night - she hopes it's Friday there, and that she's got the time-conversion right - would be sensible. That way she has even longer on Antar to help with the wedding and catch up on work.

For the second time that day, she knocks on Ishamael's study door.
shelley_winters: (Pretty dress in metaphorical darkness)
Her t-shirt had been thrown away before she had known. That had made her very angry, although given how torn up it was, she supposes Loira hadn't even thought of anything else. The formal blouse looks very off with her jeans, but it isn't as if she can walk into Milliways in full Second Age dress. That would be a dead giveway.

Thus it is this strange vision in baggy sleeves that knocks on Ishamael's study door. He said he would send her back from time to time to avoid suspicion. He has to agree.

He has to.
shelley_winters: (Pain/Green/Dark)
It is raining in earnest by now as Shelley runs through the darkened garden, heedlessly through bushes and stands of trees made menacing by the dark and the cold wind whipping the branches through the air. She can't remember the exact point the orderly and quiet garden become the outskirts of the forest surrounding the estate, but all she cares is that he isn't following.

It's cold, and she eventually stumbles to a halt, heart beating almost painfully from running so hard, and looks about, disoriented. Her wet hair sticks to her cheeks as she frowns through the treetrunks. Attempting to shelter beneath one fails to protect her from the wet, and the girl shivers as she tries to figure out where exactly she is.

She has to go back some time, only he can get her back to the bar. Assuming he doesn't decide to take his chances with people coming to find her...

No. No, he can't.

The girls swallows, trying to stop her teeth from chattering, and turns around to look for which direction she came from. Was it-?

A low growling sound makes her freeze still, suddenly aware that through the scent of the rain on leaves, she can smell sulphur.

(I will have to ask you not to leave the house or gardens until I instruct the Darkhounds not to tear you to pieces on sight)

Hands shaking, she wheels frantically, hands scrabbling on the wet ground for something she can - anything. A large stick is inadequate, but she hefts it in any case, trying to quiet her frightened breathing as she shrinks back against the treetrunk in hopes that they won't see her.

Little hope. Three of them advance through the trees, growling loud above the rush of the rain, and teeth bared. Shelley glances desperately from one to the other of the huge creatures, before reaching for a rock and flinging it hard at the nearest. It hits, more by luck than anything else, but the huge body simply yields to it, then reforms, Darkhound not even pausing.

Terrified, and trapped by their advance and the tree behind her, she grits her teeth and waits.
shelley_winters: (Covered face with cloth/Crying)
[OOC: From here.]

The portal from her bedroom winks shut behind them, and the girl slows to a stop in the rose garden, wind blowing softly in her red hair. She doesn't look back at the man following her, or at anything in particular. Birds chip peacefully amongst the trees.

Then the portal is gone and she blinks hard in the bright sunlight, tears spilling over and down her cheeks before her hands come up to cover her face. Dropping uselessly to her knees, she begins to sob, miserable and angry.
shelley_winters: (Outside/Bare feet)
Shelley is sitting outside. Why not? It's a nice day, for Spring, and she has a cup of tea and a book.

It's nice and peaceful.

You'll ignore the way she looks up suspiciously every time someone passes.

Or maybe you won't.

Medea AU

Apr. 23rd, 2006 08:26 pm
shelley_winters: (Worried/What?)
Shelley had waited a long time in the dark. Longer than probably she needed, but she was in no way willing to wake him up when she moves.

Slowly, very slowly, she steps over his sleeping - please god - form, and heads swiftly to the door on bare feet. A tug on the handle proves it is locked, and she bites her lip, glaring back over her shoulder. She swallows and examines the keypad. She has used them before, and though this one is a little different...

Quickly, she presses the sequence to unlock the door. She is not staying in here.
shelley_winters: (Reaching/Hands)
So, dudes.

I'm doing this because I said I would, and I think it's a bit necessary, because if any plot was tl;dr, it was this one. Also, bits were squicky and I completely get not wanting to read it if it's going to bother you. That said, I will not include many details of the leadup plot, since it's mainly the millicrowd bit that we're concerned with here.

Medea: The condensed version )

And then we all passed out.
shelley_winters: (Reaching/Hands)
Above the lake outside Milliways Bar, a wind softens and dies.

(We're always going)

It's a wind that's been there before, or forever, rushing through the trees and over the surface of the water. And a breeze being what a breeze is, just air particles picking up speed, moving, or not, the end of the wind was not truly an ending.

(there are neither beginnings nor endings to the turning of the Wheel of Time)

But then, very few things really ever end.

(it was a beginning)

(Time to go home)
shelley_winters: (Angry/Determined)
Much later, dressed in his robe, sitting in his bedroom, on his couch, Shelley miserably reflects that she'd very nearly had a way out there. Nearly.

She'd felt it all go dark, even the pain had been stopping until- No. He had to arrive, and doesn't it just figure that he won't let her die except when he kills her? She shuts her eyes bitterly, staring in anger at the door.

Dark thoughts come easily just now.

Abduction

Apr. 19th, 2006 04:59 pm
shelley_winters: (Curled up and watching)
After Ishamael leaves, Shelley walks around the room about four times before forcing herself to sit down.

They will be gone soon - if not already. It's hard to keep track of time. Perhaps she will be told when it's happened. Perhaps she will ask. She knows from experience her limits here. If she asks for something she will recieve it, unless it is specifically dangerous to her. The servants will not bother her unless she tries to escape.

A little too late for that right now, though something to consider, perhaps. If Elan-

No. No point wondering.

Carefully she curls up, leaning against the back of the couch.

She sits in silence, not thinking as the Wheel of Time turns.
shelley_winters: (Covered face with cloth/Crying)
The straight posture and determined stride lasts a few steps down the corridor before Shelley stumbles gracelessly on the edge of her dress. If anyone follows her now, she can't pretend any more.

What if they do?

Grabbing at her skirts, she breaks into a blind run to get away from the room before she begins to cry. And open door and and empty sitting room are enough, and she goes in and shuts the door hard behind her before sitting down on the floor, like a puppet with suddenly-cut strings, sliding down against the wall.

She buries her face in her hands, feeling hot tears already.

It has to have been enough. Oh, the looks on their faces, the break in Nita's voice-

Ready

Apr. 12th, 2006 03:25 pm
shelley_winters: (Default)
The gown is black, naturally. Everything he gives her is, and for once she doesn't concentrate on how much she hates it, touches of lace and all. She's playing a part today, and the darkness of it, the formal cut will help. Even so, she is grateful for the high neck and long skirts. Her arms are bare, but she can live with that for now.

Loira's deft fingers finish her hair, and the woman remains silent for now, picking up on her mood. Shelley glances to one side. Light, skilful touches of makeup hide the dark smudges under her eyes, and brighten them, emphasise the shape of her mouth. She looks fine. She fits in the elegant room. Just how she has to seem, if Kim and Nita and Trillian are to be released. It won't be long before she can let the forced calm go.

Ready, then. She swallows and glances down at her hands as Loira takes her leave. Steady, or near enough.

She can do this.
shelley_winters: (In bed)
It's a slightly awkward position to be sleeping in, is the first thought Shelley has. Curled up rather than stretched out, and the room is uncomfortably bright, even from behind closed eyelids.

She shifts, uncomfortable, then freezes. She can feel him now, arms around her, and hear soft breathing by her ear. And that's when she remembers. Oh. Oh, no. Only... yes. The girl exhales, squeezing her eyes tighter shut, and moving more tentatively. She has to get up away from him before he wakes up.

Shelley can't imagine how tired she must have been to let Elan sit by her, let alone hold her as they slept, and she doesn't really want to, either. It's hard to disentangle herself without moving his arms, and they're heavy around her. One foot slips out from under the blanket, and she begins to shift herself towards the edge of the bed. She can do this. Please, let her do this...
shelley_winters: (Pretty dress in metaphorical darkness)
It is raining heavily outside, clouds blotting out all signs of the moon or stars. The wet scent of the garden in the lightning-charged air is almost palpable.

Icy droplets pelt downwards as Shelley stands frozen, outlined against the faint light coming from the open door a little way behind her. If she's shaking, it's not from the cold.

DA

She can't leave. She can't go back in there.

(tentative lips just brushing hers)

No. Oh, no.

She can walk, out here. Even if he can find her anywhere, it's dark and the robe she wears - his robe - is black. The garden will hide her long enough.

Dayadhvam

Mar. 12th, 2006 08:01 pm
shelley_winters: (White dress)
I have heard the key
Turn in the door once and turn once only
We think of the key, each in his prison
Thinking of the key, each confirms a prison


The soft light shines into the room in a multitude of colours, throught the stained glass of the windows. The white hall almost seems warmer from the dim colours. Only the muted sound tells of the storm still blowing outside.

DA

Shelley and Ishamael sit at a table across from one another, an odd sense of deja vu in the seating. The meal is small but elegant, the room empty apart from the two of them.

Both dressed in dressing gowns - albeit fine ones - is a very odd feeling, and not one that Shelley likes. Her self-control is better, aware that she can't anger him. It's not just her stuck here now and the thought makes her stomach turn in icy, nauseating terror. She is thinking desperately as she sits in near-silence. She hasn't eaten a thing.
shelley_winters: (Wet)
It hurts, is the first thing she feels, swimming up through the blackness that fogs her mind.

It hurts, but the the heat is gone. That terrible burning- instead she is cold. Water. Water cascades over her still-painful skin, and she's- alive? She can't rememember clearly. There had been a black dress and fire and pain, and she can't-

Shelley breathes a moment, eyes still tight shut, against the water pouring down onto her, against the hurt, against the world.

Tears slowly begins to seep out from behind closed eyelids, mixing with the water.
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