shelley_winters: (Not yours)
"How did he know?"

White with rage, Lanfear storms in, hauling Shelley up from her half-sleep on rough weaves of air. The room has turned icy since she had set the controls before leaving, and the child shivers in just her shift, wincing as the sudden motion pulls hard on bruised, welted skin. The Chosen reaches forward to lift up her chin.

"There was no way either he or Semirhage could have seen my weaves. So either he truly believed he was killing you, or there was some signal that you failed to tell me. Which?"

Shaking as her feet scrabble just above the floor, Shelley stares. He killed the other girl who-? Of all things, there is a stab of guilt for her, sacrificed simply because she was close to her size and had reddish hair. But the moment of pity is cut swiftly short when Lanfear, impatient and furious, slaps her. Grimacing as if in distaste at touching her, she swings briefly away, leaving the smaller woman supported by the invisible bindings before looking back and weaving Compulsion.

"Tell me which it was, Shelley."

The girl stares back at her, throat tight with adoration and misery that she cannot tell her what she wants to know.

"I- I don't know. There was no signal. Not from me."

The Chosen narrows her eyes. "Why would he want to kill you when he believed you were about to be returned to him?"

-- Cause me a great deal of trouble by talking out of turn with the other Chosen present --

Desperate to answer, the girl opens her mouth, but a viciously fast tightening sensation grips her, and for a few moments she is barely able to breathe before the Compulsion is dropped and she hangs limp, gasping for air.

Lanfear watches coldly. The little girl is not broken, she well knows by now. She is harder than she seems - would have to be, to survive Ishamael - and her physical weakness means little while she has value alive. He cannot trace here here, surely. Not so fast. But with such strong mental blocks, she needs more time than she has to extract any worthwhile information. As Shelley raises her head to stare with hatred in her tearful eyes, the Chosen considers simply killing her - definitely the easiest path, and most satisfying, given the trouble she has caused. But that would render the entire venture unprofitable, and now her original plan has failed, she is determined to gain something.

And she will. One way or another. Binding the girl's hands behind her back, she spins a portal.

"Come along, Shelley."

Distorquet

Aug. 13th, 2006 09:40 pm
shelley_winters: (Sillhouette)
As she releases the weaves holding her portal together, Lanfear wonders idly if perhaps putting the child to sleep might not have been an idea. Not that it matters either way, the girl is utterly helpless. Bound and gagged by flows of air in an intricate weave that tightens the harder she struggles, she could as well fly unaided as escape. Her expression tightens in minor disgust as she regards the girl's face, streaming with tears. She wouldn't have to put up with that with her sleeping, but fear is a useful tool in questioning.

The Chosen waves an irritable hand, and Shelley blinks violently as tears dry rapidly off her face. Vision unblurred, she can see the room they are in, reasonably large and mostly composed of white stone. She stumbles as the weave holding her drop her the little way to the floor, but manages to stay upright as the beautiful darkhaired woman sits down elegantly on the one piece of furniture in the room - a small couch of ivory velvet - and watches her as if she is some kind of interesting but slightly unpleasant small animal.

Gulping back another sob, Shelley steps back -- and meets an invisible but solid wall of air. Outstretched hands find one either side of her as well, and her eyes come reluctantly back to Lanfear's.

The woman tilts her head. "You should really calm down, you know. Hysterics will do nothing."

Shelley glares hate, tears still welling. "Can hardly stop, you killed him!"

Just a baby cat, and she crushed him as if he could even have done anything.

Lanfear eyes the girl in slight disgust. Stolen away by one of the Chosen and the child was hung up on the demise of one tiny creature? Evidently Ishamael had taken a lover as crazed as himself.

"Possibly you should concern yourself with talking to me, Lady Selae - or Lady Shelley, whichever you go by."

Dark eyes regard the child, who remains silent. Shelley swallows hard. What does she want her to say?

"Tell me about Ishamael, Shelley. Anything that comes to mind - what is he working on at the moment, for a start?"

There a few reasons she can't answer that, unfortunately - ultimately, she doesn't know, but there is also an unpleasant tightening sensation prickling over her skin, starting from the mark on her left hand. Oh dear.

"...I don't know."

"Really?"

A short, thin weave of air designed to bruise and just scuff the skin, and the girl gasps in shock under the invisible blow across her lower back, just about managing to remain upright. Dark eyes narrow critically. Little real pain tolerance, though she tries not to show it. Breaking the girl will be easy, if it comes to that.

"You understand I do not have a lot of time," the Chosen continues, as the girl before her tries to stay still, "Cooperation is therefore in your best interest."

Another blow, this time lighter, but with a thinner weave that slices cloth and skin alike. Shelley twists as spots of blood slowly begin to bloom along the shallow scrape. Oh, that hurts, though the immediate pain fades to a throbbing after a few moments, and she swallows, pale.

Lanfear smiles warmly, beautifully.

"Tell me something you think I will find useful."

Which of course, means that Shelley can do nothing of the sort. Her skin is one all-over prickle as she searches frantically for something she can say to placate the other woman that won't break her oath.

In the silence, Lanfear's expression slowly hardens. Bonds of air tighten around the girl's wrists, hauling her up off the floor. Bare feet kick uselessly and Shelley's teeth clench at the stretching feel of being suspended. A short, sharp pain in her stomach - her thigh - her foot - her right arm, and blood slowly begins to trickle from small, throbbing wounds. It takes all her willpower not to sob.

"Speak to me, girl."

But no matter how she tries, she cannot make herself answer.

Oh, god. Oh, god...
shelley_winters: (Writing/Dream Journal)
Shelley is in a bad mood.

It's made worse by the fact that she knows she's in a bad mood and Loira is deliberately trying not to exacerbate it in a way that backfires completely. Over breakfast, a few tentative comments about the tiny amount she had eaten caused her to fly into a silent rage and stomp off to the garden, only to return ten minutes later, sulking. It's too hot outside, so getting out away from the woman's nervous and solicitous fluttering is difficult.

The girl sits in silence at her desk, doodling idly on a piece of paper, writing odd words. A small, paranoid frown, and she switches to writing in Antarian instead.

I hate you I hate you.

And Elan, if you read this, you're proving everything I think about you absolutely right and there are no depths to which you won't sink. Invading my mind so you can read my diary? I hate you. Always will hate hate I need to get away and I will, you know.


Her head tilts slightly as she carries on writing, alien script far more haphazard than her usual hand.

I'll get out, I'll find a way like last time, I will.
shelley_winters: (Sleeping)
[OOC: Directly after this.]

It's a jolt, waking so suddenly. She stares at the shadowy ceiling, damp with sweat and shaking. She remembers... An all-too familiar nightmare which changed into a very unfamiliar dream where she and Ishamael had been children - and she couldn't do anything.

In dreams, anything's normal, but she could think, but her dream-body didn't obey the least thing she tried to do. It's still dark outside. The girl sits up, rubbing her head. That wasn't like anything, and she never dreams like that, and it makes no sense...
shelley_winters: (Sleeping)
Screaming

It's so dark, she can hardly see a thing apart from the odd half-formed shape that she knows are trees. The ground is dry earth, cracked and too hot, even without the sun. Her feet are bleeding, she knows without looking, but stopping running isn't and option, and she's not tired a bit, but she knows she can't go fast enough, and if she stops or turns around.

Don't look

White walls, hard white floor, and the girl is standing still, shivering and frantic - there aren't any doors, oh God - small, and frightened, and half-mad with panic and knowing what she's waiting for.

The room is getting smaller.
shelley_winters: (White dress)
The dress had taken ages to get off. Loira was asleep by the time they arrived - or probably was - and Shelley would have felt guilty calling for her. The makeup had taken a good while to remove, too - even now she's not certain that faint smudges just under her eyes do not still remain - her lips are definitely still darker than normal.

Sitting crosslegged on her bed, she drags the brush through her hair again, slowly, enjoying the feel of having it loose after keeping it up so long. The thin white linen of her nightdress feels nice, too, loose and cool after the slightly restricting dress.

That's over with, then. Terrifying and humiliating and uncomfortable, but done with.
shelley_winters: (Pretty dress in metaphorical darkness)
Attempting to put as much distance between herself and Rahvin as he converses with Semirhage without actually seeming to hurry away is trickier than Shelley had thought, and has the side effect of her not paying too much attention to where she ends up.

She doesn't know if he was really trying to scare her, or deadly serious, but each remark he had made was worse than the last as they all built up together with the coldness in that gaze - a gaze which made her blush all by itself, if she's honest - and she really really wants to be alone. But of course she mustn't leave the room. Oh, dear.

Preoccupied this way, it is perhaps for the best that she doesn't notice the curious or fearful looks people give her as she walks by - she has been seen partnering three of the Forsaken, and speaking with two more, who knows who the lady really is, or what she does? So she is left with a little space around her, and manages even to feel a little less crowded when she stops by a small table at the edge of the room.
shelley_winters: (looking away)
Shelley restrains herself from sticking her tongue out as Ishamael and Lanfear go off - to plot something horrible, no doubt. Idly she imagines the reactions. Incredulous stares, followed by everyone pretending they saw nothing, most likely. Followed by a furious lecture later on...

She swallows, pulling her hands back down from where she had been nervously playing with the ter'angreal around her neck. How she had managed to forget about the thing, she has no idea.

This place is crowded, and frightening, and full of people she hates, and she wants to go home.
shelley_winters: (Red and white)
Shelley stares hard at the floor after Mesaana walks away, ignoring the proximity of other guests and the way they look at her, hopeful or fearful or condescending. How dare that women even speak to her after- but the Forsaken all have that supreme arrogance, Ishamael more than any. Her expression tightens bitterly. After this, she is never taking any wager from him ever again.

She turns to pick up her wine for lack of anything else to do, and catches a woman's eye, who curtsies, and makes her way closer.

"My lady," she greets.

Shelley stares back warily before nodding politely. How is she supposed to address this woman? Saying 'my lady' back would sound silly, but she doesn't know who this is.

"Your dress looks wonderful, if I may say so," the older woman continues, apparently unconcerned by her silence. "I am Mohra Terail. Might I know your name?"

Shelley pauses. Well... why not?

"Thank you, Lady Mohra. I am Selae Arata Pilaera," she lies smoothly, and with no small amount of satisfaction.

The woman smiles widely at this evident acceptance of her company, and moves closer.
shelley_winters: (Pretty dress in metaphorical darkness)
The dances are slow, the music subtle and strangely hypnotic. Barely dressed dancers flow elegantly through complex dance steps, alone and with one another, while guests dance in pairs, resplendent in rich costumes, but no match for grace.

To escape the world I gotta enjoy this simple dance

Hand in hand, face to face, those not talking or watching each other by the sides are dancing. But eyes flicker a little too keenly, a little too aware despite the abundance of expensive wine being passed about by blank-faced, statuesque ornamental slaves. This is business, for most, elaborately disguised as pleasure.

And it seemed that everything was on my side

(blood on my side)

The Forsaken create little clearings in the crowd as respectful and fearful Darkfriends keep a careful distance between themselves and their Masters and Mistresses, and it remains that way as Graendal leads Shelley by the hand to the centre of the floor.

Look who took you under
With seven inches in
Blood is on the dance floor
Blood is on the knife
shelley_winters: (Pretty dress in metaphorical darkness)
Shelley feels strange.

It isn't just being worried about that evening, it's... well, everything. Starting with what - after over half an hour's careful make up - she now looks like, which is not herself. Loira had told her something about it being intended for the low lighting, and maybe it will work there, but the girl still feels decidedly uncomfortable about it. Her lips are stained ridiculously dark, and it doesn't appear to be coming off, though she has already tried to discreetly lighten it. She decided right off that even going anywhere near the shading around her eyes would be a bad move.

The dress... Loira is helping her with it right now, and she could see from the moment she opened the box that it will be beautiful. Beautiful, but not something Shelley Winters would ever wear. But then, isn't this whole evening supposed to be a forfeit? It feels like a punishment, though for what she doesn't know. She blinks perfectly-blackened eyelashes carefully to make sure no tears fall. That would never do.

Then coughs in surprise, as the laces down her back are pulled tight.

"...Loira. Ow."
shelley_winters: (Contemplative)
Shelley idly flicks through the pages of the book, not really reading. The seamstress is due to arrive, and Loira had left to escort her up when she did.

She hopes it's a she.

Not that she can do much about it now, short of pitching a fit, which she would never do anyway because it might get Loira in trouble. Never mind that the woman must be a darkfriend to work for Ishamael, she still doesn't want her maid punished for her 'misbehaviour.' The girl sighs, and closes the book.

Footsteps.
shelley_winters: (Contemplative)
With a little ingenuity, some flat stones and a pen, Shelley had managed to make a substitute chess board - each stone marked according to the piece it is to represent. K for king, Q for queen, lots of small P's. She had run through all the moves carefully, and moved directly on - she has no doubt that he will remember. Not that she minds if he makes mistakes...

"The King cannot be taken, only rendered immobile, which would be the object of the game. All the others can. If you get a pawn to the opposite side of the board after your Queen has been taken, you can exchange the two and get her back."

Shelley deliberates, eyeing her makeshift board thoughtfully.

"Um. I'll think if there's anything I've missed. Want to ask anything?"
shelley_winters: (Pale/Wary/Serious)
[OOC: Directly after this demonstration of Ishamael's power.]

The silence is almost shocking as they vanish from the centre of the storm. The air against her soaking, icy cold skin feels so warm, and she can tell from the slight impact as he steps that they are on solid ground now. Light makes her screw up her eyes, but oh, it's a relief.

Her hands release their tight grip on his robe, and she slides her arms from around his neck pointedly. She won't play. He's mad, and he could hurt her on a whim, and will - she should get out of here.

"P-put me down, please."
shelley_winters: (Covered face with cloth/Crying)
The halls are cool after the heat of the island, for which Shelley is grateful as she keys her door open. The windows are closed, but the air in her bedroom is still fresh, and the girl sighs, sinking down onto her bed. What a horrible few days. No way to get away, just like when he-

No. She's not thinking about that anymore. And anyway, with the new arrangement, maybe he will send her back for a bit, soon. He has to, otherwise it's suspicious from the Bar end. Maybe longer this time. A week.

A week.

It's not fair.

Shelley covers her eyes with her hands, trying not to cry out loud. What can she do, challenge him to another board game that he will win, or wait for him to stop playing his game, whatever it is, or scream nonstop until he threads Compulsion through her mind again, no. No, no...

"My Lady?"

She looks up at Loira as the woman approaches, unable to stop crying. Her maid sits carefully down beside her, a worried frown creasing her forehead.

"Oh, Lady Shelley. I know you are finding it hard, but it will get better, I promise..."

"I don't want to get better! I don't- I don't want to like it, I won't!"

Soothing hands stroke her hair. No matter how often she cries and rages, Loira remains calm. In her less emotional moments, Shelley supposes that she has to. Ishamael is not a safe employer.

"I am sorry, my Lady."

And maybe she is. She doesn't understand, really, she can't. But she understands that Shelley is not happy, and sometimes it's enough to be comforting.
shelley_winters: (Curled up and watching)
It is so hot, even in the shade, Shelley thinks fretfully. Today there isn't even a breeze to cool it down a little as she sits outside the porch. She had thought about going down to the beach, but there is only unrelenting sun there, and no trees near enough to sit underneath.

The girl stares at nothing in particular, battling with her irritation at looking forward to going back to the estate. She wants to go home, to ther bar, not back there! But the few days here alone with Ishamael have really begun to wear on her.

She sighs.
shelley_winters: (Hands and Feet)
The water's colder than she's used to, but in this heat that's no problem, and it's the noise the spray makes that she needs. She can't stop herself crying, but damned if he's going to hear her. How can someone be so- everything he says, and does seems calculated to hurt her or make her angry, and when its this violent, anger itself hurts.

Shelley sits on the floor of the shower, not even bothering to try and stop herself sobbing. She can't just carry on as normal forever, and here's there isn't even Loira to talk to. No Abdiel to play with and take her mind off things.

And even if she avoids him the entire time, there's still the reminder of her binding oath - the black mark circling her finger.

Her throat hurts and the water is running nearly cold by the time the girl stops crying, and she reaches up to shut it off, shivering. Well. She feels calmer, if shaky, and oddly blank.

Slowly she stands, and gets out of the shower.
shelley_winters: (Curled up and watching)
Shelley kicks her feet aimlessly, sitting on the edge of one of the chairs in Ishamael's sitting room. The Restorer had moved him to his chambers, and now she just had to wait.

She should probably think about what to do if he dies. Staying in the house would be silly - she would be dead in a day - but leaving would also be tricky. Oh, god.

No. He'll recover. He took the drug Vashti found, he drank plenty of water, and the woman in the other room seemed competent. Unless she had reasons of her own to want him dead, in which case-

Oh, shut up, Shelley.
shelley_winters: (Blank/Haughty)
Shelley stirs her soup aimlessly, still more than half-full when the next course arrives. It's amazing, she thinks sourly as she glares in the general direction of the man sitting opposite, exactly how much the company you keep can affect your appetite. The girl puts her spoon down with a sigh - for about the tenth time - and reaches for her water glass, sipping it idly it as the server pours the wine.

As if she's likely to drink right now. She likes to keep her wits about her, as far as that's possible while she's here.

The silence is depressing, but she's most certainly not going to be the one to break it. She picks up a piece of bread. These dinners with him - and he's not always around, which is a small mercy - seem to get longer every single time.
shelley_winters: (Curled up and watching)
And Shelley doesn't know where to go, or what to do.

He went into the house after storming off like he has the right to be angry after-

After he kissed her.

Oh God. Okay. Nothing he hadn't done before, if more... scary.

She sighs, dropping her forehead down onto drawn-up knees. She has moved from where they were before but remained in the garden. Ishamael went inside. Staying away seemed the thing to do.

She wants to go home. But it's only been a few days since she came back, and with him angry...

She doesn't know what to do.

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