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Jan. 28th, 2006 08:30 pmAfter this.
It was a vague surprise to Shelley when she dropped off to sleep almost at once. It hadn't been restful.
When she wakes, her head aches, duller than before, but insistently. The room feels colder, and she shivers, while feeling her damp cheeks with some surpise. She has been crying in her sleep.
Standing under the hot shower makes her skin feel as if it's burning, but not truly warm, and once she is curled up again on her bed, the cold seeps in again, her wet hair making her shiver.
She remembers now.
Joar Addam, who because Joar Sedai, who became Joar Addam Nessossin, who because Asmodean, who called himself Jasin Natael.
It's not fair. It's more that not fair, because life is not, but this just goes beyond. This hurts.
Numbly, trying to ignore the pain in her head and stomach, she sits.
It was a vague surprise to Shelley when she dropped off to sleep almost at once. It hadn't been restful.
When she wakes, her head aches, duller than before, but insistently. The room feels colder, and she shivers, while feeling her damp cheeks with some surpise. She has been crying in her sleep.
Standing under the hot shower makes her skin feel as if it's burning, but not truly warm, and once she is curled up again on her bed, the cold seeps in again, her wet hair making her shiver.
She remembers now.
Joar Addam, who because Joar Sedai, who became Joar Addam Nessossin, who because Asmodean, who called himself Jasin Natael.
It's not fair. It's more that not fair, because life is not, but this just goes beyond. This hurts.
Numbly, trying to ignore the pain in her head and stomach, she sits.
