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shelley_winters) wrote2006-01-20 09:43 pm
shelley_winters) wrote2006-01-20 09:43 pm
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It hurts.
Everything hurts now, her head, and eyes and throat from crying on and off, weak and hopeless and angry.
(It's not fair not fair it's not-)
Her hands and feet are freezing cold, though it's a relief to press chill fingers to her hot aching head. She's stopped feeling hungry. Curled against the wall on her bed, Shelley shivers.
She can't get up.
She's not well, she should sleep if she's not-
(No dreaming, stop it, not fair)
No sleep. Rest a bit more, that's sensible, makes sense to rest when you hurt.
Her throat is sore, but she just drank some water, and she's too tired to get up again.
The door remains locked.
Everything hurts now, her head, and eyes and throat from crying on and off, weak and hopeless and angry.
(It's not fair not fair it's not-)
Her hands and feet are freezing cold, though it's a relief to press chill fingers to her hot aching head. She's stopped feeling hungry. Curled against the wall on her bed, Shelley shivers.
She can't get up.
She's not well, she should sleep if she's not-
(No dreaming, stop it, not fair)
No sleep. Rest a bit more, that's sensible, makes sense to rest when you hurt.
Her throat is sore, but she just drank some water, and she's too tired to get up again.
The door remains locked.
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"It disturbs me to see my lady in so much pain."
His lady. He supposed she was, and possibly always would be, as far as he was concerned.
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Her hands tighten slightly, but she no longer seems to need to cry.
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"I know what you are feeling. I have been there. You are not alone."
(I know what sorrow is all about)
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The room is cold.
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And the Wheel of Time turned.
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Eventually she sleeps, still curled up at the end of her bed.